Despite my excitement about this sweet baby, this post has been really hard to write. I’m not interested in going into details of everything that happened with the loss of baby’s twin, or even what I went through to get pregnant in the first place. A sweet friend from church who also experienced the passing of her son’s twin said something to me on Sunday that meant a lot. She gave me a hug and she said, “It doesn’t mean you don’t want THIS baby, and that you aren’t excited for THIS baby.”
So, I’m ripping the band-aid off.
WE ARE HAVING A BABY IN
(We all know the truth, my January due date will definitely be a February baby.)
Our baby GIRL is healthy, doing great and she is a mover! I can’t wait to hold her in my arms.
I am so thankful that she’s kicking like crazy, it helps to keep my fears at bay.